1 month have passed, almost.

LIVE EARTH today.
im going to watch .
im alone at hse now.
sian sian sian.

O lvl's reaching in another 100+ days.
time flies when you're in sec 4.




tonight i've fallen & i can't get up.
i need your loving hands to come & pick me up.

i have the urge to blog here again.

rarrr!!!
suddenly i have the urge to blog here.
& everything seems so unfamiliar here.
changed my skin.
i think it's quite nice? XD

my blog song makes me emo.
it's kinda like how im feeling right now.
to me , this blog is like a "private" blog for me.
as many of them knew i stopped using this for some time.
so i can rant here. it's my abandoned blog.

& alot of people told me that loneliness is what they can only see in my eyes.
really?





walking down the streets,
seeing your face.
yeah, it's haunting me.

im am not using this blog anymore(:
try finding my new blog if you cn.
thanks for visiting my blog anyway.

have a nice day.
LOL, l-a-m-e!

watched 200 pounds beauty ytd at jurong point.
shirui, jocelyn & me rushed there.
we reached home at 2.30 & had to get ready by 3.00pm
after that, we took a cab to J.P to meet libing.

bought the tickets & buy a combo.
which consists of popcorn, drink & 1 bens & jerry icecream.
hah, the show is nice.
but the lead female actress cried too much.
but she's beautiful, really.
the songs are so nice that i keep on replaying the song in my blog.
lol.

i think alot of people will be watching this show.
MUST WATCH!
& the lead male actor is handsome.
XD



MARIA - KIM AH JOONG






after that went this fashion & buy a top.
& i bought a new water bottle too!
(:

okay after eating so much heaty stuffs.
i woke up & found out i 've got no voice!
wth. i've been coughing like siao.
anyway, i still dragged myself to the JC tuition.

i feel weak, i feel cold, i don't feel good.
i just realised that i've been sick for the 2nd time this yr.
what a "strong" immune system i have. (:

okay i wanna slp now.
takecare people.


okay before i forget, it's SHIYUN birthday today.
8 people including me bought a cake for her ytd.
lol, she won't be viewing my blog anyway.

going out tmr to watch 200 Pounds Beauty.
i hope so.

feeling better?
yes i am.

looking forward to tmr's outing.
(:

ignore me.

i can't breathe.
i can't focus.
i can't excel.
i can't wait for this feeling to fade away.






pain.devastated.
life's so sucky.
just because im not crying does'nt means im okay.



time.
pressure.
i will overcome .







..............................................................}


Outside Of You


I can't get your attention
And I'm so sick of it
I've got something to say to you
So shut up and listen
I don't want you to look past me
I want you to know who I am
I hate it when you ignore me
You just don't understand
See the funny thing is
You're just as useless as me
I can make you better
If you would just let me in

[Chorus]
I'm outside of you
And I can't get through
No more looking for beauty that's dying inside me
Cant you see?
I'm outside of you
And I'm so confused
You keep missing the small things
The safety that love brings
Can't you see?

I'm outside of you

You're only plan to survive
It needs love and light to grow
I could be something beautiful
I guess you'll never know
See the funny thing is
You're just as lonely as me
We could be so much better
If you would just let me in

[Repeat Chorus]

And as you walk by me
I'm silently screaming to set me free
I look in the mirror
And I see your future
You look good with me
And as you walk by me
I'm silently screaming to set me free
I look in the mirror
And I see your future
You look good with me
Oh!

[Repeat Chorus]

That I'm outside of you
I'm outside of you


this song has nth to do with this post.
i just like the song. (:
& hilary looks so gorgeous now.




her official website.
http://www.hilaryduffofficial.co.uk/

heart LOST?

ahhhhh!
parents not at home tmr.
that means i can enjoy myself without anyone nagging.
went for the tuition today,
it was quite useful i suppose.
cause i like don't knw how to do alot of questions.

edit my skin & change song.
take away the comment box,
cause everybody say tagboard is better.
people are lazy, & so am i.(:


upload new pic from hp to comp with the help of libing.
thanks miss bleahhhhh.
hahs.
see i make your name big big!





i downloaded new fonts from www.dafont.com !



she's cute huh. (: i love her alot !


siqi's brother jun hao. i used to love him, but he's naughty now. so i only love him
when he sleeps. cause he won't make any noise(:


im miss haha?
duh.
takecare people.

a rather short post

im tired, really.
when all the sec 4s say they are tired, they mean it!
had 2.4km run today, i passed .
i have no hopes on passing this yr as i nvr practice .
but i run faster than the past 3 yrs.
lol, im contented anyway.
just get done with this & i can concentrate on studies.
(like real. =D)

after the run , i was like feeling dizzy.
my face was red, but nt like the last trial run.
& i am so so so so so so tired today that
i think im slower in processing things & when people talk to me,
i stare at their face for some moment then answer them.
they say i looked tired.
hahs, today's lesson was ok,
no stress.
i enjoyed decorating the pens most!
hahaha, i help libing & cheryl decorate,
should have collected $$$ from them.

going to bathe already.
takecare people. (:

ahh,it's sunday again.
so it means we,students are going to report to sch tmr.
luckily it's monday, i can slp till 7+ . (:

aww,im bored.really.
i found a new song, it's damn nice.
it's my blog song.
蘇打綠-小情歌
was wondering if' the singer of the band is a male or a female.
XD
it's male anyway, flat chest. =X

i like his voice & the melody of this song is oh-so-perfect.
the lyrics is meaningful.




这是一首简单的小情歌　唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐　当有你的温热　脚边的空气转了

＊这是一首简单的小情歌　唱着我们心头的白鸽　
我想我很适合　当一个歌颂者　青春在风中飘着　
你知道　就算大雨让这座城市颠倒　我会给你怀抱
受不了　看见你背影来到　写下我　
度秒如年难捱的离骚　就算整个世界被寂寞绑票　
我也不会奔跑　逃不了　最后谁也都苍老　
写下我　时间和琴声交错的城堡

Repeat ＊

你知道　就算大雨让这座城市颠倒　
我会给你怀抱受不了　看见你背影来到　
写下我　度秒如年难捱的离骚就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑跑不了　最后谁也都苍老　写下我　
时间和琴声交错　的城堡

nice song,
can't find their album in singapore.
>.<


____________

watched John Tucker Must Die DVD,
lol a show to kill time.
but i like the songs used for the movie.


my father & mother changed phone last week,
& now when one of the phone rings,
they would take out their phone & answer even it's not theirs.
lol, they can't get used to it.




ohkay getting back to my coursework(:

craps.

came back from cityhall.
im TIRED.
bought purfume & crys birthday present.

had newyorknewyork for lunch
& i saw natalie.
lol, chio bu.
after that went shopping & i can't get what i want.
brrr.....

trained back to LOT 1 & buy perfume from SaSa.
went home alone cause i don't want to take LRT.

& tata,
im here!
got to finish my work & watch
A CINDERELLA STORY!

cya(:

going out tmr with cousins!
to citylink & orchard.
having newyorknewyork tmr,
im so looking forward !

gave eliz her birthday present today,
& btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
how i wish i could turn 16 now. >.<

today's lesson was quite boring .
but me & libing managed to brighten up our day by
crapping around in class.
i beat her, she beat me.
she was super high ohkays.
make me paiseh,
she laughed so loudly that i think the whole class looked at her?
hahaha.

& we act like kindergarden kids.
"DON'T FRIEND YOU ANYMORE!"
"I TELL MY MAMA!"
that's what we kept saying.
hahaha,childish right?

im having moodswing today,
i was high one moment,
& emo one moment.
i don't want to be like this!
rachel was asking if im sick,
cause i didn't crap with her today.
lol =D

going off to bathe now.
BYE (:

RANDOM POST~

im trying out my tofu dishes later.
hope everything goes smoothly.

school's starting tmr, shucks.


_________

i hate it when you're in the wrong, & you accused other.
i hate the way you smile at people, it's fake.
i hate the look on your face, cause it look more disgusting than cute.
nvrmind, after this yr im sure i won't see you anymore, i hope.

i don't knw alot of people hate you until they tell me.
i don't mean to be bad, sorry.


_________

the feeling's gone forever.
strangers we are now.

ONE IN THIS WORLD.

I've been searching for a heart that needs a heart like mine.
I've been reaching for a hand that understands.
I've been waiting for someone that I can love that loves me,
Loves me for the one that I am.
Someone to hold me when I'm lonely.
Someone to keep the rain away.
(they say, they say, they say, they say...)
There's one in this world for everyone.
One heart, one soul to walk beside you.
One in this life to share your love.
One touch - to touch the heart inside you.
One to reach for each night.
One to trust with your life.
That's what I believe.
You're the one.
You're the one in this world for me.
I've been praying that someone like you would rescue me.
I've been hoping that I'd find my way to you.
I've been dreaming that somehow I'd finally find somebody,
Somebody to make my dreams come true.
Somebody to hold me when I'm lonely.
Someone to give my whole world to.
(they say, they say, they say, they say...)
There's one in this world for everyone.
One heart, one soul to walk beside you.
One in this life to share your love.
One touch - to touch the heart inside you.
One to reach for each night.
One to trust with your life.
That's what I believe.
You're the one.
You're the one in this world for me.
Someone to hold me when I'm lonely.
Someone to tell my secrets to.
Someone who's living for me only.
Someone to give my whole world to.
They say, they say.
They say, they say.
There's one in this world for everyone.
One heart, one soul to walk beside you.
One in this life to share your love.
One touch - to touch the heart inside you.
One to reach for each night.
One to trust with your life.
That's what I believe.
You're the one.
You're the one in this world for me.
You're the one.
The one in this world for me.
You're the one.

oh yah, it's april fool today. (:

had volleyball farewell party & i nvr participate
as i have motivational talk.
i love my badge anyway.
looking back , it's been 3 yrs & 3 mths in westspring.
im going to leave this yr.

我有一点舍不得!
is the 舍 correct? hahaha XD


事情变得越来越复杂了.
when you did something wrong,
you're not the only one suffering.
your wife, your mother in fact anyone
who is related to you have to suffer together.
everyone is tired ohkay.

you're the one who created the problem,
but the ones solving the problem is your family.
i can see your wife gettin so upset about this matter.
she's a poor woman, i should say.



sometimes, the words are better left unsaid.

having JC tuiton tmr.
got to sleep early.
nights, singapore.(:

went plaza with yvonne ytd after the JC tuition.
saw the tikopek & his brother, i mean blood relatedbrother.
they look like each other. =X
the brother of the tikopek wear wig.

HOW DID I KNOW SO MUCH?
lol, cause he live in the same block with yvonne.(:

i finally borrowed the book i wanted alot - PSYCHIC.
& another book called press photos 06.(if im nt wrong)
nice books.
the press photo book has pictures which are used for newspaper,
but i don't think any of the photos are used as some look gore.

had dinner at the kopitiam near the community centre(near segar LRT station) there.
how can i not know the name?
>.<
ordered hokkien mee, kway tiao, oyster omelette, satay(i love the mutton's one (: ) & my mother ordered wonton soup for herself.

had tuition today.
continued the trigo chap.
quite easy i can say.
but must learn some formulas?

played badminton with yvonne at my HOUSE.
my house is big! hahaha.

got to know a shocking news.
i would'nt want that to happen to my family.
if it's my father who did that,
i would'nt want a father like that.
i don't mean to be bad,
but i know my father would not do that.
cause he despise people like this.
i can swear to the god my father would'nt do this kind of thing,
cause in my eyes, he's a good father.
sounds like a father days' post.
LOL

heard another news ,
& i feel happy cause she knows im working hard.

was surfing the net yesterday & i found this website.
www.gettincool.com
it's like a chatting website?
you must put your own photos,
if not you'll not be approved by the admin people.
so no people there use cartoon/anime/animals as their dis pic
as it need to go through the admin people before you can start logging in.
i sign up ytd & i can only log in today.
LOL

people rate your photo as well.
& there isn't alot of singaporeans there.

____________

had lunch at greenridge shopping center kopitiam
with libing, rebecca, jocelyn, shirui & huimin.
so fun larh, keep on laughing.
we should have more of these,seriously.
it's like we seldom get together.
if we get together, we talk about the lastest new or gossip.
that's what girls do when they get together right?
this strengthens our relationship!


im tired now.
sleeping soon.



you've been brainwashed by your good friend who seems to treat you so well.
i don't know if she really treat you as her good friend,
because she love to have more friends.
the more the better.

stop getting so close to her.
cause she'll start talking bad behind you.
be careful.

hope you wake up soon.
(:

i'm tired.
i'm always not used to waking up so early at 5.45 on the first day of sch.
but i became more energetic as time passed .
(:

i recieved a smile in friendster just now.
it make me feel good/happy as i seldom recieved smiles from people outside.
so i send a smile back to him,
and he asked me to add him.
he don't have eyes & hands?
or do i look like i'll eat you up if you add me?
can't he add me?
>.<

cleared my inbox & i realised that all of them send messages
to me to ask them in friendster while they can add me themselves.
& i don't even care about them.

im posting crap/ranting here as i have nothing to do.
bear with me for awhile. =.=

saw this video in the friendster bulletin .
they are so cruel, killed the dolphin.
so i decided to post this up.

Dolphin Masscare in Japan.

http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin

Petition
http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/

i am so lazy today.
i took cab with my mother to my grandma's hse
as i 'm really very tired.
watched a couple of ghost show at my aunt's room.
ghost camp is quite a scary show.
i wanna watch alot of shows now.
haunted school, stomp the yard, music & lyrics......
ohkay,back to the scene on my grandma hse.(:
had dinner& took cab again.
the things are heavy ohkay.
gosh , i spend the whole day watching show.


omg, i don't knw what food product to use for my f&n.
i wanna DROP. >.<
but i think too late already.

ohkay, have to get back to the f&n decision making.

ps. i've added a playlist.
there's alot of nice song.(:
enjoy.

Step Up - Samantha Jade ; Step Up OST

[Chorus]Boy
No matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo

No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

[Verse 1]
Feel the rhythm of the beat
That's my heart
Cupid shot me with an arrow
From the start
And you know that it's your loving that's got me trapped
Every time I try to leave, you bring me back

So much harder at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back together
And when I lay next to you I want to wake up
And when I break up
It's only to make up

[Chorus]

[Bridge]And when the symphony plays, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath
You grab my hand
Spin me around
And right before I fall
You catch me and you say
Baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes and we will make another day

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
And if we don't step up
We'll lose our groove
So confused, don't know which way to move
Hold my hand and let me know that you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me
Baby I love you
You'll never get wet
Cause I'll be your umbrella
And we can make it through any kind of weather
If you step up
I'll step up
Boy
Cause I'm trying to be with you forever

[Chorus] x2

this song is so cool.(:

my mother say that i 'm very SHORT!
as if she very tall like that.
hahaha. =.=

全世界的人都知道

在见到你 关键的每一秒 爱的情愫 开始发酵

小心翼翼 写给你的字条 幸福画上心型记号

你像一座孤傲的岛 有自己的城堡

我是上不了岸的潮 也只能将你围绕

全世界的人都知道 一厢情愿是种烦恼

只要换你一次微笑 就算是作梦也会笑

全世界的人不知道 我不在乎付出多少

我想这就是幸福写照 任何人不能阻止我对你的好