1 month have passed, almost.

LIVE EARTH today.
im going to watch .
im alone at hse now.
sian sian sian.

O lvl's reaching in another 100+ days.
time flies when you're in sec 4.




tonight i've fallen & i can't get up.
i need your loving hands to come & pick me up.

i have the urge to blog here again.

rarrr!!!
suddenly i have the urge to blog here.
& everything seems so unfamiliar here.
changed my skin.
i think it's quite nice? XD

my blog song makes me emo.
it's kinda like how im feeling right now.
to me , this blog is like a "private" blog for me.
as many of them knew i stopped using this for some time.
so i can rant here. it's my abandoned blog.

& alot of people told me that loneliness is what they can only see in my eyes.
really?





walking down the streets,
seeing your face.
yeah, it's haunting me.

im am not using this blog anymore(:
try finding my new blog if you cn.
thanks for visiting my blog anyway.

have a nice day.
LOL, l-a-m-e!

watched 200 pounds beauty ytd at jurong point.
shirui, jocelyn & me rushed there.
we reached home at 2.30 & had to get ready by 3.00pm
after that, we took a cab to J.P to meet libing.

bought the tickets & buy a combo.
which consists of popcorn, drink & 1 bens & jerry icecream.
hah, the show is nice.
but the lead female actress cried too much.
but she's beautiful, really.
the songs are so nice that i keep on replaying the song in my blog.
lol.

i think alot of people will be watching this show.
MUST WATCH!
& the lead male actor is handsome.
XD



MARIA - KIM AH JOONG






after that went this fashion & buy a top.
& i bought a new water bottle too!
(:

okay after eating so much heaty stuffs.
i woke up & found out i 've got no voice!
wth. i've been coughing like siao.
anyway, i still dragged myself to the JC tuition.

i feel weak, i feel cold, i don't feel good.
i just realised that i've been sick for the 2nd time this yr.
what a "strong" immune system i have. (:

okay i wanna slp now.
takecare people.


okay before i forget, it's SHIYUN birthday today.
8 people including me bought a cake for her ytd.
lol, she won't be viewing my blog anyway.

going out tmr to watch 200 Pounds Beauty.
i hope so.

feeling better?
yes i am.

looking forward to tmr's outing.
(:

ignore me.

i can't breathe.
i can't focus.
i can't excel.
i can't wait for this feeling to fade away.






pain.devastated.
life's so sucky.
just because im not crying does'nt means im okay.



time.
pressure.
i will overcome .







..............................................................}


Outside Of You


I can't get your attention
And I'm so sick of it
I've got something to say to you
So shut up and listen
I don't want you to look past me
I want you to know who I am
I hate it when you ignore me
You just don't understand
See the funny thing is
You're just as useless as me
I can make you better
If you would just let me in

[Chorus]
I'm outside of you
And I can't get through
No more looking for beauty that's dying inside me
Cant you see?
I'm outside of you
And I'm so confused
You keep missing the small things
The safety that love brings
Can't you see?

I'm outside of you

You're only plan to survive
It needs love and light to grow
I could be something beautiful
I guess you'll never know
See the funny thing is
You're just as lonely as me
We could be so much better
If you would just let me in

[Repeat Chorus]

And as you walk by me
I'm silently screaming to set me free
I look in the mirror
And I see your future
You look good with me
And as you walk by me
I'm silently screaming to set me free
I look in the mirror
And I see your future
You look good with me
Oh!

[Repeat Chorus]

That I'm outside of you
I'm outside of you


this song has nth to do with this post.
i just like the song. (:
& hilary looks so gorgeous now.




her official website.
http://www.hilaryduffofficial.co.uk/

heart LOST?

ahhhhh!
parents not at home tmr.
that means i can enjoy myself without anyone nagging.
went for the tuition today,
it was quite useful i suppose.
cause i like don't knw how to do alot of questions.

edit my skin & change song.
take away the comment box,
cause everybody say tagboard is better.
people are lazy, & so am i.(:


upload new pic from hp to comp with the help of libing.
thanks miss bleahhhhh.
hahs.
see i make your name big big!





i downloaded new fonts from www.dafont.com !



she's cute huh. (: i love her alot !


siqi's brother jun hao. i used to love him, but he's naughty now. so i only love him
when he sleeps. cause he won't make any noise(:


im miss haha?
duh.
takecare people.

a rather short post

im tired, really.
when all the sec 4s say they are tired, they mean it!
had 2.4km run today, i passed .
i have no hopes on passing this yr as i nvr practice .
but i run faster than the past 3 yrs.
lol, im contented anyway.
just get done with this & i can concentrate on studies.
(like real. =D)

after the run , i was like feeling dizzy.
my face was red, but nt like the last trial run.
& i am so so so so so so tired today that
i think im slower in processing things & when people talk to me,
i stare at their face for some moment then answer them.
they say i looked tired.
hahs, today's lesson was ok,
no stress.
i enjoyed decorating the pens most!
hahaha, i help libing & cheryl decorate,
should have collected $$$ from them.

going to bathe already.
takecare people. (:

ahh,it's sunday again.
so it means we,students are going to report to sch tmr.
luckily it's monday, i can slp till 7+ . (:

aww,im bored.really.
i found a new song, it's damn nice.
it's my blog song.
蘇打綠-小情歌
was wondering if' the singer of the band is a male or a female.
XD
it's male anyway, flat chest. =X

i like his voice & the melody of this song is oh-so-perfect.
the lyrics is meaningful.




这是一首简单的小情歌　唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐　当有你的温热　脚边的空气转了

＊这是一首简单的小情歌　唱着我们心头的白鸽　
我想我很适合　当一个歌颂者　青春在风中飘着　
你知道　就算大雨让这座城市颠倒　我会给你怀抱
受不了　看见你背影来到　写下我　
度秒如年难捱的离骚　就算整个世界被寂寞绑票　
我也不会奔跑　逃不了　最后谁也都苍老　
写下我　时间和琴声交错的城堡

Repeat ＊

你知道　就算大雨让这座城市颠倒　
我会给你怀抱受不了　看见你背影来到　
写下我　度秒如年难捱的离骚就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑跑不了　最后谁也都苍老　写下我　
时间和琴声交错　的城堡

nice song,
can't find their album in singapore.
>.<


____________

watched John Tucker Must Die DVD,
lol a show to kill time.
but i like the songs used for the movie.


my father & mother changed phone last week,
& now when one of the phone rings,
they would take out their phone & answer even it's not theirs.
lol, they can't get used to it.




ohkay getting back to my coursework(:

craps.

came back from cityhall.
im TIRED.
bought purfume & crys birthday present.

had newyorknewyork for lunch
& i saw natalie.
lol, chio bu.
after that went shopping & i can't get what i want.
brrr.....

trained back to LOT 1 & buy perfume from SaSa.
went home alone cause i don't want to take LRT.

& tata,
im here!
got to finish my work & watch
A CINDERELLA STORY!

cya(:

going out tmr with cousins!
to citylink & orchard.
having newyorknewyork tmr,
im so looking forward !

gave eliz her birthday present today,
& btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
how i wish i could turn 16 now. >.<

today's lesson was quite boring .
but me & libing managed to brighten up our day by
crapping around in class.
i beat her, she beat me.
she was super high ohkays.
make me paiseh,
she laughed so loudly that i think the whole class looked at her?
hahaha.

& we act like kindergarden kids.
"DON'T FRIEND YOU ANYMORE!"
"I TELL MY MAMA!"
that's what we kept saying.
hahaha,childish right?

im having moodswing today,
i was high one moment,
& emo one moment.
i don't want to be like this!
rachel was asking if im sick,
cause i didn't crap with her today.
lol =D

going off to bathe now.
BYE (:

RANDOM POST~

im trying out my tofu dishes later.
hope everything goes smoothly.

school's starting tmr, shucks.


_________

i hate it when you're in the wrong, & you accused other.
i hate the way you smile at people, it's fake.
i hate the look on your face, cause it look more disgusting than cute.
nvrmind, after this yr im sure i won't see you anymore, i hope.

i don't knw alot of people hate you until they tell me.
i don't mean to be bad, sorry.


_________

the feeling's gone forever.
strangers we are now.

ONE IN THIS WORLD.

I've been searching for a heart that needs a heart like mine.
I've been reaching for a hand that understands.
I've been waiting for someone that I can love that loves me,
Loves me for the one that I am.
Someone to hold me when I'm lonely.
Someone to keep the rain away.
(they say, they say, they say, they say...)
There's one in this world for everyone.
One heart, one soul to walk beside you.
One in this life to share your love.
One touch - to touch the heart inside you.
One to reach for each night.
One to trust with your life.
That's what I believe.
You're the one.
You're the one in this world for me.
I've been praying that someone like you would rescue me.
I've been hoping that I'd find my way to you.
I've been dreaming that somehow I'd finally find somebody,
Somebody to make my dreams come true.
Somebody to hold me when I'm lonely.
Someone to give my whole world to.
(they say, they say, they say, they say...)
There's one in this world for everyone.
One heart, one soul to walk beside you.
One in this life to share your love.
One touch - to touch the heart inside you.
One to reach for each night.
One to trust with your life.
That's what I believe.
You're the one.
You're the one in this world for me.
Someone to hold me when I'm lonely.
Someone to tell my secrets to.
Someone who's living for me only.
Someone to give my whole world to.
They say, they say.
They say, they say.
There's one in this world for everyone.
One heart, one soul to walk beside you.
One in this life to share your love.
One touch - to touch the heart inside you.
One to reach for each night.
One to trust with your life.
That's what I believe.
You're the one.
You're the one in this world for me.
You're the one.
The one in this world for me.
You're the one.

oh yah, it's april fool today. (:

had volleyball farewell party & i nvr participate
as i have motivational talk.
i love my badge anyway.
looking back , it's been 3 yrs & 3 mths in westspring.
im going to leave this yr.

我有一点舍不得!
is the 舍 correct? hahaha XD


事情变得越来越复杂了.
when you did something wrong,
you're not the only one suffering.
your wife, your mother in fact anyone
who is related to you have to suffer together.
everyone is tired ohkay.

you're the one who created the problem,
but the ones solving the problem is your family.
i can see your wife gettin so upset about this matter.
she's a poor woman, i should say.



sometimes, the words are better left unsaid.

having JC tuiton tmr.
got to sleep early.
nights, singapore.(:

went plaza with yvonne ytd after the JC tuition.
saw the tikopek & his brother, i mean blood relatedbrother.
they look like each other. =X
the brother of the tikopek wear wig.

HOW DID I KNOW SO MUCH?
lol, cause he live in the same block with yvonne.(:

i finally borrowed the book i wanted alot - PSYCHIC.
& another book called press photos 06.(if im nt wrong)
nice books.
the press photo book has pictures which are used for newspaper,
but i don't think any of the photos are used as some look gore.

had dinner at the kopitiam near the community centre(near segar LRT station) there.
how can i not know the name?
>.<
ordered hokkien mee, kway tiao, oyster omelette, satay(i love the mutton's one (: ) & my mother ordered wonton soup for herself.

had tuition today.
continued the trigo chap.
quite easy i can say.
but must learn some formulas?

played badminton with yvonne at my HOUSE.
my house is big! hahaha.

got to know a shocking news.
i would'nt want that to happen to my family.
if it's my father who did that,
i would'nt want a father like that.
i don't mean to be bad,
but i know my father would not do that.
cause he despise people like this.
i can swear to the god my father would'nt do this kind of thing,
cause in my eyes, he's a good father.
sounds like a father days' post.
LOL

heard another news ,
& i feel happy cause she knows im working hard.

was surfing the net yesterday & i found this website.
www.gettincool.com
it's like a chatting website?
you must put your own photos,
if not you'll not be approved by the admin people.
so no people there use cartoon/anime/animals as their dis pic
as it need to go through the admin people before you can start logging in.
i sign up ytd & i can only log in today.
LOL

people rate your photo as well.
& there isn't alot of singaporeans there.

____________

had lunch at greenridge shopping center kopitiam
with libing, rebecca, jocelyn, shirui & huimin.
so fun larh, keep on laughing.
we should have more of these,seriously.
it's like we seldom get together.
if we get together, we talk about the lastest new or gossip.
that's what girls do when they get together right?
this strengthens our relationship!


im tired now.
sleeping soon.



you've been brainwashed by your good friend who seems to treat you so well.
i don't know if she really treat you as her good friend,
because she love to have more friends.
the more the better.

stop getting so close to her.
cause she'll start talking bad behind you.
be careful.

hope you wake up soon.
(:

i'm tired.
i'm always not used to waking up so early at 5.45 on the first day of sch.
but i became more energetic as time passed .
(:

i recieved a smile in friendster just now.
it make me feel good/happy as i seldom recieved smiles from people outside.
so i send a smile back to him,
and he asked me to add him.
he don't have eyes & hands?
or do i look like i'll eat you up if you add me?
can't he add me?
>.<

cleared my inbox & i realised that all of them send messages
to me to ask them in friendster while they can add me themselves.
& i don't even care about them.

im posting crap/ranting here as i have nothing to do.
bear with me for awhile. =.=

saw this video in the friendster bulletin .
they are so cruel, killed the dolphin.
so i decided to post this up.

Dolphin Masscare in Japan.

http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin

Petition
http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/

i am so lazy today.
i took cab with my mother to my grandma's hse
as i 'm really very tired.
watched a couple of ghost show at my aunt's room.
ghost camp is quite a scary show.
i wanna watch alot of shows now.
haunted school, stomp the yard, music & lyrics......
ohkay,back to the scene on my grandma hse.(:
had dinner& took cab again.
the things are heavy ohkay.
gosh , i spend the whole day watching show.


omg, i don't knw what food product to use for my f&n.
i wanna DROP. >.<
but i think too late already.

ohkay, have to get back to the f&n decision making.

ps. i've added a playlist.
there's alot of nice song.(:
enjoy.

Step Up - Samantha Jade ; Step Up OST

[Chorus]Boy
No matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo

No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

[Verse 1]
Feel the rhythm of the beat
That's my heart
Cupid shot me with an arrow
From the start
And you know that it's your loving that's got me trapped
Every time I try to leave, you bring me back

So much harder at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back together
And when I lay next to you I want to wake up
And when I break up
It's only to make up

[Chorus]

[Bridge]And when the symphony plays, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath
You grab my hand
Spin me around
And right before I fall
You catch me and you say
Baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes and we will make another day

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
And if we don't step up
We'll lose our groove
So confused, don't know which way to move
Hold my hand and let me know that you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me
Baby I love you
You'll never get wet
Cause I'll be your umbrella
And we can make it through any kind of weather
If you step up
I'll step up
Boy
Cause I'm trying to be with you forever

[Chorus] x2

this song is so cool.(:

my mother say that i 'm very SHORT!
as if she very tall like that.
hahaha. =.=

全世界的人都知道

在见到你 关键的每一秒 爱的情愫 开始发酵

小心翼翼 写给你的字条 幸福画上心型记号

你像一座孤傲的岛 有自己的城堡

我是上不了岸的潮 也只能将你围绕

全世界的人都知道 一厢情愿是种烦恼

只要换你一次微笑 就算是作梦也会笑

全世界的人不知道 我不在乎付出多少

我想这就是幸福写照 任何人不能阻止我对你的好

had movie marathon just now with libing at my hse.
lol, we watched 3 & a half movie in one go.
im tired now.
brrr....
have to work on my coursework again.
):

went to sch for bio class & went plaza,
cause f&n & eng was cancelled.
rachel came to sch for nth.
hahaha
__________

WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG ; EMMA BUNTON

Yeah,Yeah,Yeah
Oh talk to me,Can't you see
I'll help you
Work things out
Oh don't wanna
Be your enemy
And I don't wanna
Scream and shout
'Cause babyI believe in honesty
Manly, strong and true
I shouldn't have
To say now baby
That I believe in you
What took you so long
What took you all night
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good
I make you feel fine
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
No, no, no
Oh you touched my heart,
Right from the start
You didn't know what to say
But honey understand
When you take my hand
Everything's ok
'Cause babyI believe reality
Is never far away
I've had enough
So listen baby
I've got something to say
What took you so long
What took you all night
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good
I make you feel fine
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
What took you so long(What took you so long)
What took you all night(What took you all night)
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good(I treat you so good)
I make you feel fine(I make you feel fine)
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
No, no, no(No, no, no)
Oh hoNo, no,
no(No, no, no)Whoa
BabyI believe in honesty
Manly, strong and true
I shouldn't have
To say now baby
That I believe in you
What took you so long
What took you all night
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good
I make you feel fine
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
What took you so long
What took you all night(All night)
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good(Treat you so good)
I make you feel fine
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
No, no, no

______________

i seem like posting lyrics whenever i 've put new songs.
lol, i put the lyrics because it's like you can understand the song more.

tc.

changed my skin.
i love this skin.
LOL
changed my song too.
by yuki & Yoo Seung Jun.
this guy quite handsome.
lol , i wonder who he is.

gonna find out more.(:




lyrics: CAN'T WAIT

[yoo seung jun]When I hear your voice over the line
all i wanna do is to keep you on my mind.
I only had one thought: How long?Don't wanna play the fool.
How did we end up like this baby?Just wanna play it cool.
I knew always promise.
Won't you tell me baby boo what you want what you need maybe,
I'll be the one that you need till I die baby.
Let me tell you about the things that you don't realize,
so let me televise my love so you can fantasize.
Conjuction-Function but look at the situation.
Don't waste time let's have a conversation.
It's kind of sad but that's our only option.
Let's keep it down low till I get there uh.

[yuki]

让我捧着钟啊话说太多声音都要老 抱着电话有点爱困还是不得话

[yoo seung jun]Yeah, that's how it is, as I keep on reminisce, you know I keep it real, oh yes we've got to deal with this,but I'm sick of this, poker face acting stupid for the show bizGee whiz but wait I'll be there when I'm done with this.

[yuki]

我昨天睡太晚 想你想到三点半

早上匆匆忙忙忘东忘西过的一团乱 很容易很不耐烦

总嫌时钟走的那么慢 想用平常心谈恋爱有点难

现在就想马上见到你 就想马上靠着你

别说一天就连一秒都快等不及 你说你也渴望将热情

租一艘火箭当快递 虽然夸张还是感觉甜蜜蜜

[yoo seung jun]

My heart is always with you even though we're apart baby.I know you're sad and blue but that can't take us apart.Get away from the dark, baby, come and see the light.Yuki, in my dream I could be with you in my Mitsubishi.But times are going are going and gone it's gone like the wind that can't stop, but stop not at the bus stop, you in my drop top.Yeah pu

总有人不嫌烦 找你又过来搭讪
每次都会让我特别想你觉得好孤单 遥远的距离
就有不安躲在心里转 今夜月亮弯弯心情有点乱
就想马上抱着你 等待对爱来说象酷刑
却拥有神气的魔力 好让见面再见也都不分离

Can't Wait; Live version



Can't Wait(original)



this song rocks.
(this song is old.it's produced in 1999 if im not wrong. )


& i am back to normal!

tc people(:

im not okay.
so don't ask me if im okay anot,
cause im not.

后悔

回到熟悉的相爱路线 我牵着回忆站在对街

雪般坠落的从前 瞬间就冷却

隔着不回头看的时间 回忆绩雪叠成冬天

想伸手在偷留一些 原来你离我遥远

你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪

明天遇见谁可以在温柔如水

关于爱情的美 当初我所赊欠希望他都给

你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎

下一次爱谁再用爱慢慢缝回

丢掉旧的伤悲 让他带你飞

某夜竖起耳朵我听见 幸福带你走远

剩后悔 陪我失眠

你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪

明天遇见谁可以在温柔如水 关于爱情的美

当初我所赊欠希望他都给

你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎 下一次爱谁再用爱慢慢缝回

丢掉旧的伤悲让他带你飞

i don't know why tears start welling up in my eyes.
yeah, woman are made of tears, didn't you hear that before?
people who seem strong outside are the ones who
really need friends to be there for them when they are down.
they acted strong because they don't want people to worry abt them.
i feel so emo suddenly, i don't knw why.
so don't say i won't cry or what.
i'm only human , human have feelings.
i just don't cry in front of anyone.

well, i may be seen always smiling & crapping with my friends.
but i won't let them knw im feeling down.
it's not that i don't trust them or what,i don't want them to dampen their moods.
it's not fair.
it's good to cry out once in a while,
if not all your problems will be kept inside.
until one day, everything will explode once they reached the maximum.
& at that time, all sorts of mental illness will come out.
& it's too late to do anything.

im tired now.
resting~

lyrics for my song (:
by melody.

爱不在

坐在这角落 心里很多话想说

我和你的错 就是舍不得放手

深爱你的我 早就应该让你自由

知道我以后 需要一直往前走

也许是越在乎 越会彼此的伤害

这样的爱情 又算是什么

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开

爱不在 我们都已不存在彼此未来

有时候 对爱有太深太多依赖

好像已失去在这世界还能够孤单的自由

是曾经有的梦 现在只剩一场空

心里好多疑问 遗忘了你的承诺

笑我自己没有用 眼泪无言的流下来

迟早还是要面对 这段感情的伤痛

是因为越在乎 给彼此伤害更多

有了距离以后 还逃不脱的你和我

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开

爱不在 我们都不存在彼此未来

有时候 对你还是有关怀

可是心里已经太明白

不是爱

不是爱

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开

爱不在 我们都已不存在彼此未来

有时候 不管对爱有多少的依赖

就算再不愿 再伤心

我明白 我们只能放手

爱 不在

LIBING IS CRAZY OVER DIMPLES. lol

she want her boyfriend to have dimples.
hahaha.
speaking of dimples, we or shld i say she realised that not many people have dimples.
lol.
some people look so nice with dimples, while others look weird with it.
i only got 1 on my right cheek which is not obvious.hahaha
either give me both side or give me none.
lol.

sch holidays are coming.
& we have to go back to sch nxt wk for mock exams & remedial.

it's really tiring to be in sec 4.
tc people.(:

im so utterly disappointed with my CT results.
i put in alot of effort this yr compared to last yr.
my father chose to keep quiet this time.
i know he's really disappointed with me.
normally it's my father who nagged at me.
but that's not the case for ytd.
my mother scolded me.
she had given me so many chances but i took it for granted.

i failed my geography.
wth.
but all my passes are borderline pass.
but i feel relieved to pass my eng, while 3/4 of the class failed.

im gonna put in more effort.
i wanna score well for my O lvl, i really do.





i learn alot of things these few days.
don't trust people easily,
fair-weather frien esp.
they came to you when they need you to do a favour for them.
worst still, they came to dig other people secrets from you.


& did anyone feel that your class or hse is shaking?
our class felt that.
we thought our school's building was unstable. LOL
me & libing was saying is there earthquake again?
yes,i found out that there's earthquake in indonesia from the news just now.
the magnitude is 6.3 which is consider to be quite high.
26 people had been reported dead.

earthquake is scarey.

a short post. >.<

i enjoyed my day, crapping with my friends & doing maths.
i finally know how to do transformation!
all the stretching & shearing, finally i knw them & they knw me. lol
finished all my work in school,
& here i am blogging & editing my decision making.

had NAFA 5 station today,
managed to finish the standing broad jump & sit&reach only?
i can't get past my target.
brrr....
norrizam place a $10 note on 210cm.
as if i can reach like that.
hahahaha.

eliz & crys birthday coming.~
bought eliz present but have'nt buy crys present.

im going to meet zhou gong now.
good night, singapore.
(:

a short post. >.<

i enjoyed my day, crapping with my friends & doing maths.
i finally know how to do transformation!
all the stretching & shearing, finally i knw them & they knw me. lol
finished all my work in school,
& here i am blogging & editing my decision making.

had NAFA 5 station today,
managed to finish the standing broad jump & sit&reach only?
i can't get past my target.
brrr....
norrizam place a $10 note on 210cm.
as if i can reach like that.
hahahaha.

eliz & crys birthday coming.~
bought eliz present but have'nt buy crys present.

im going to meet zhou gong now.
good night, singapore.
(:

UGLY IS THE NEW BEUATY.
get it?

im gonna watch UGLY BETTY tonight.
take care people.(:

today's CIP was easy for me & sulastri.
cause we look only after the oranges & the drinks.
lol.

im going out later with my family to eat at don't know where.
lol, but i know it's for the newyr one.
organised by don't know who.
hahaha.
gosh , i don't know what to wear.

NOW PLAYING
唐禹哲 ; 最爱还是你

沒開口的話　怎樣才能懂

我好想把畫面倒帶回頭

你留在我心裡　熟悉的表情

每个温暖纯白的回忆 穿越了距离

拥挤的人潮 没有人知道

我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑

不要说对不起

也不要问原因

就让世界不停的向前

别忘记从前

最爱还是你

这是我的决定

像宇宙相对的星互相吸引

慢慢就会靠近

还是要爱你

时间会证明

我爱你的勇气

牵着你的手

才知道是永久

这一次我放弃了所有

只为了再与你相遇

最爱还是你

这是我的决定

像宇宙相对的星互相吸引

慢慢就会靠近

还是要爱你

时间会证明

我爱你的勇气

牵着你的手

才知道是永久

WO~~~一辈子不放手

here's the mv if you wanna watch.(:
this mv is nice.





唐禹哲 is cute. (:

lol,
someone like someone.
hahaha.
hope he can win her heart.
hahaha,
he does'nt know i know.

good luck to you then.
hohoho.

f&n test was okay.
finally can relax.

oh yeah, libing
if you are reading,
i can view your blog already.(:
nice blog ^^

i love this skin, but i don't like the picture,
so i take that off.
don't worry, i got credit the designer.(:

enjoy the song.

im having my last paper tmr,
it's like finally i can rest after tmr.

changed my blogskin,
& take away my tagboard.
i'll put it back when i feel like it.

ate NISSIN maggie mee just now.
laksa, i love laksa now.
lol

THE SWEET ESCAPE

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)

You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground

So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape

Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

this is my 301th post.
lol, im working on my f&n now.
doing the results of the survey.
it's like finally im going to finish the chart for the last question.

i've been working hard since morning & that's a good thing.
i shall continue till O lvl finish.
after O lvl , i shall enjoy my life,
im suffering now okay.
(:


omg, i can't take the jukebox down.
it's like stuck on the top.
=X
TAKECARE people.

try that(:

& rmb to press the"=" sign after every step

1) key-in the first 3 digits of your handphone number (exclude the '9') into the calculator
2) multiply by 80
3) add 1
4) multiply by 250
5) plus last four digits of phone number
6) plus last four digits of phone number again
7) minus 250
8) divide by 2 at last


Is it your handphone number????

lol guys,
can use this to figure out other's peole number by asking them to
give you the first 3 numbers(excluding '9').

{corrections to the previous post}
lol, i won $50++ , not $40++
count wrongly.
hahaha.

common test today .
wtf,
im so tired now.
i need a break seriously.

hope this yr pass early.
then i can enjoy after O lvl

okay, going off to learn my maths formulas now.
tc(:

yes, i won $40++.
thanks to my auntie for the contribution of $$$.
lol , i bet she must be hitting her heart now.

omg, school starting tmr.
have to do those unfinished tasks.
tata, cya(:

after watching epic movie, i promise :
1) not to eat chocolates with nuts inside.
2) not to eat caramel corn anymore
3) not to eat any sweets from willy wonka factory,
cause they are gross.

they added in human parts to make their sweets tasty.
that's what "willy wonka" say.

i like the part where mystic turned into an old fat lady,
i like the part where there's snakes on the plane & the black man keep on saying
the same sentence.
i like the part where there's remote control, click it.
i like the part where they put a "G" in front of the word NARNIA & say it's for legal purposes
i like the part where willy wonka dance
i like the first part which shows scenes from da vinci code
i like the part where it shows harry potter & his friends, all of them are old people!

there's lot more.
this isn't a "MUST WATCH MOVIE",
but if you wanna kill time,
consider this show (:

hah, im back.
lol,
i enjoyed my day, & i sweat alot!
running around .
played alot of games, hui wei tong nian .
LOL
but small pieces of glass cut my foot.
brrr... >.<

it's going 12 now.
lol, im looking forward to tmr,
meeting up with my cousin.
& play more games!
i sound like a kid now.
hahaha.

watched movie today,
TWINS MISSION.
quite nice .
i like all the fighting scenes.

i wanna watch loads of movie,
epic movie, ghost rider, norbit, just follow law (i don't correct name anot) & loads more.
maybe watching epic movie tmr.

last but not least,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

still sick

woke up from my sleep,
was so tired after taking my medicine.
had porridge for lunch.
& took medicine again.
SIAN LARH.
faster recover can.
but im much better now.

omg, i agreed yvonne to go shopping .
but now, i don't know if i still can make it anot.
cause i just took the super strong flu medicine.
im afraid if i go shopping,
i might end up sleeping
or look like a walking zombie.

but i want to shop for accessories.
i have to buy new ones,
im sick & tired wearing the same old necklace & ear rings.
im not a spendthrift kay.

gosh , the medicine is taking effect now.
im feeling drowsy now.
guess i have to cancel the shopping trip.
booo. >.<

SICK.

im very very very very very very very very very sick now.
guess im not going to school tmr.
flu, fever & cough,
comes in one whole package.
now promotion time,
normally, i only have cough & flu,
now, i have 3.
wtf.
now, im suffering.

my valentine's day is a happy one.
i recieved loads of choco.
but i can't eat.
what i need the most for valentines isn't chocolate,
but 1 big big box of tissue!

cny coming ,
i don't want to be sick anymore.
i wanna enjoy.

ohkays, im feeling cold now cause of fever.
going to rest soon.
tc friends.
(:

stupid lizard!
scared me >.<
booo...

bought a new watch just now (:

father is coming home tonight!

shall see what he buy .
he said he bought chocolates & honey.
omg, getting fat again.

i did not control myself today,
keep on stuffing food into my mouth,
cause mouth itchy.
nxt time itchy should scratch instead of chewing food. =X

so nxt time, see me eating alot
REMIND me , thanks (:

im so stressed up this few days.
& it's only tuesday !

rebecca so moody,
make me a lil moody also larh
hope she cheer up soon again.

amaths test tmr.
got to study now (:

decided to have a short post before going to school. (:
had been busy these few days.
no time for rest.

went sentosa with 4B on saturday,
before that like drama like that.
i thought i only see that in tv serial =X
feel like sleeping at sentosa =X
played frisbee, volleyball & indian house?
we played volleyball with ang mohs from new zeland?
quite sacarstic. >.<
but not to me of course.(:
played with water.
i did not want to go all the way into water so i just walk around.
im lazy to change all this.LOL
stayed there until 6 or 7.

after went habour front kopitiam eat.
wanton noodle is NICE.
the rest went VIVO , but i lazy don't want walk so just eat at
the kopitiam in front of the bus interchange.
went home & reached at about 9?
mother still not home yet.
she went malaysia larhs.
but after i bathed finish ,
she pressed the doorbell.
gosh , she had so many things in her hand.

rushing through my undone homeworkssssss ytd.
brrr....

i thought i only say a short post,
why it turn out to be this long?
=X

im going to fall sick anytime.
keep saying cold these few days when my mother is sweating.
& i keep on sneezing in class,
maybe it's the room purfume im allergic to,
maybe im really falling sick .
or maybe is my father thinking of me in new zeland.
LOL he's sleeping right now,
while i trying hard to rush on my t.a(+ updating my blog =X)
btw, its 2.21AM,wednesday 31 2007 in nz. (:
it's only 9.22pm,tuesday 30 2007 in s'pore.
he's coming back at 6 of feb!
i look forward to that day,
because i can have my camera back.
OPPS =X
no lah, i want to see what he buy for me.
eh nonono, i want him to come back larhs,
didn't get to see him for 10++ days liaos.

LOL , im sneezing now again.=X
father, stop dreaming of me now!
hahaha

amaths test tmr,
lol & i just flipped through all the pages.
wish me luck .

had been going out at weekends these few wks,
i think im going for the class gathering at sentosa.
i nvr study & revise my work.

mummy&daddy,
i promise to work hard after this wk.
(as if they will look at my blog.>.<)


ohkays,
im sure you know about the xu wei lun's death.
im kinda feel sad.
i also don't know why.
R.I.P , you're always be the angel in my heart. (:

ohkays, getting back to my t.a now (:
tc people.

we didn't win.
(:

me & libing were so stressed about going to stage in the morning.
but after decorating out ice-cream, all the feelings went away.
when it's our turn , i went to the stage first as libing served the judges.
when libing came up,i've already answered all the ans.
LOL

i need to thank all the teachers who helped us .
LOVES.

& the emcees are great people.
hahaha.

after get our $70 swensons voucher & went junction8 for our big feast!
8 people & we spent $152+ in total.
we sure can eat.(:

after take train ,but me & libing don't want go home so early so we went causeway point.
nth to do there actually, just window shopping & talking abt someone.
had a great time(:

lol, me & libing was like we nvr meet for a long time,
& catching up with each other.
when we were about to go to level 2, we walked past cold storage.
& this guy , whom i think is around the same age as us worked in cold storage.
he was standng infront of a order booth,
i don't know what the booth is lahs,
& there were small lanterns attached to the sign board,
there was no one there so he keep on spinning the lanterns.
LOL , he really got nth to do.
initially me & libing wanted to disturb him,
but he look so pathetic,
we decided to leave him alone.
we're GOOD GIRLS.
(:

libing & me were stressed abt the icecream thingy &
our moods doesnt seems to be very good this wk.
my wrong (:

now, i felt like i've a big burden off my shoulder.
tc friends (:

alr, first post of the wk i suppose.(:
alot of things happened.
went for the ice cream making just now.
im quite satisfied with the result.
at least, it looks like ice cream.

tmr, i think there will be alot of people.
try not to panic first.
(:
im tired, very very tired.
i guess im gonna slp very early today(:

i wanna win this competition alot.
but all my competitors look strong.
brrr....
>.<

finally ,i do not need to stress on ice cream recipe anymore.
(:

my father is flying to new zeland now!
maybe reaching. (:

lol , i wanna choose temasek poly ,
but like soo far neh.
booo.....
yeah , making ice cream tmr at home!
hope it turn out well (:

came back from nanyang poly.
tired !
had briefing for like quite a long time.
cause i thought i can go home at 4.15[start at 4]
actually don't need to go there sia,
go there to know how to operate the icecream machine.
questions.....
answers.....
well , we are presenting it infront of quite alot of people i think.
cause that day is open house.
SCARED larhs.
>.<

after that take train to sembawang,
buy ice cream ingredients ,then walk around at sun plaza.
stomach's calling for food,
so went to kopitiam for dinner.
ordered western food which i find it quite nice,
compared to other places.

walk walk then take train & reach choa chu kang.
initially wanted to take cab as my backbone is aching.
but saw alot of people waiting so take 190 alone.
damn crowded .
had a hard time squeezing out of the bus.

had been going to poly everyday.
i felt tired.
ytd went ngee ann & i find it quite good.
saw superbands' people & one superstar people.
oh yah , i saw joan too!
miss her!

going to bathe now.
(:
tc &
L O V E S

well,
alot of things is going to happen/happened this wk.
FAIRIES(lol,WTH.),going poly(ngee ann[open hse] ,nanyang[icecream] , maybe temasek also.but have'nt got the letter yet) , remedials, spelling test, learning loci(which im don't know what's this chapter all about), ice cream briefing,recieved a weird msg in friendster from a person who looked like steven lim, esp the way he smile[brr...],making icecream at home(hope me & libing can.(:), finishing up the coursework.

icecream finals is on 27 jan .
omg.
have to go up the stage & present our final product.
hope the judges won't ask so many questions,
which may left me & libing speechless.
hope everything will go smoothly.
(:

ohkays, the guy-who-look-like-stevenlim,
send me a msg.
& ask for some online dating......
he wants to meet me too,
to make sure if im the girl shown in my dis pic.
wtfh?
who will be so boliao go put other people's photo?

"FAIRIES" incident,
"i have 24 kids & my wife is 19 yrs old,so do you believe im a fairy now?"
lol, WTH?

will update more(:
tc people.
L O V E S

i've wake up now to do my f&n.
cause going for my ah gong birthday later.
ytd was my popo's celebration, but nt the actual day.
im very full.
=X

later they will be calling buffet for my ah gong's birthday.
gosh im dead larhs,
surely alot of fattening food right.

had a busy wk .
& im sure starting frm tmr,
i'll be getting busier.
tuition,coursework,cca,going back on sat,icecream competition....
gosh.

looks can be decieving.
you can act as if nth happen.
you've a thick skin huh?
what a gd actor you are.
(:

ohkays first post of the week.
omg, it's like half yr had already passed.
im damn busy right now.
so this is going to be a short post.
every teacher talking abt O level.
it makes us nervous,
ohkays that's what they want us to feel.
ohkays they did it,at least to me .
i don't knw about the others.


nice song ,
but a old one.
enjoy. (:

the feeling came back.
i don't want.
i had a hard time getting this feeling out of my mind.
the feeling had gone for 2 months & it came back now.

pls, get out as soon as possible.

alot of things happened this wk.
if im going to list everything out,
i swear this post is going to be a very very very very very very very very long one.
there are sad&happy ones.
so i'll just say more on the happier ones.

shall not elaborate so much on the sad one.
but 1 thing i need to say , i miss her very much.

you nvr know when you'll leave the world.
it just happened & you're gone.
alot of things just happened on that particular second
& it makes a huge difference to you ,your family & your close ones.

ohkays , the happier ones is me & libing got into final ten for the ice cream making.
omg, i was so elated when i saw the email.
me & libing don't know what to do & react cause
we nvr prepare anything for the compeition.
we went there without any hope of making it to the finals.
we were like writing a compo,
zhi you fa hue . (X

since we make it to the finals, why not work harder?
we might make it to the top 3.
lol , can we?

ytd was my mother D&D.
lol the bus driver missed her , making her so pek cek.
she called & tell me she don't want to go anymore.
hahaha.
the bus drives who was at fault , dare to ask my mother to take a cab.
he do not want to turn back anymore because they were already on the highway.
poor mummy, nvrmind larhs .
accompany me , if not im going to be alone at home until 1am.
watch "when a stranger calls", which is consider an old show already.
scared the wits out of me.
duh.
im not scared of those ghost film ,
but scared of these kind of shows because i think they can happen in real life.
hahaha.

ohkays , gotta end here.
update nxt time.
i had been studying since morning & im going to revise for my amaths again.
hope i can score well for this test.
bless me.
(:

1st day of sch.
no changes except that we have to go home late everyday.
had bio test.
gosh , i will fail!

amaths test nxt wk.
sec 4 life is like so hectic, which is for sure la.
but i did not expect it to be so busy.

mr chong told us alot of things.
hmmm, yeah should start to practice on more maths ws.
& im going to do that on other subject too.
i really want to get into poly.
i don't want to get into ITE .
i need to buck up on my maths to make sure i get at least a B.
i will make sure i do revision everyday.
& don't blog so frequently.

i mean , to some i may be kiasu.
but i cannot slack anymore.
i need to prove to my parents that i can do it.
you may say im trying to act hardworking.
but im not.
im gonna be a good girl this yr.
& turn bad nxt yr.
er no no no no, i mean remain as a good girl nxt yr.
hahaha.
i sound so serious suddenly ahaha.

libing also say we must motivate each other to study.
O lvl is very important.
it decides where we go later in our life & i could'nt agree more with her.
ohkays, enough of 0 lvl. (:

went to have lunch at greenridge KFC.
we were talking about crap. lol
really CRAP.

ohkay , im going to be bathe now.
(:

enjoyed my day. REALLY.

i had a wonderful day ytd.
enjoyed it alot.
sang k with joan at toa payoh HDB hub.
from 2-6.30
was freezing to death .
brrr.....

afterthat went to meet libing& crys at cityhall
we queued for newyorknewyork for like 1/2 hours or more.
lol we had our dinner at 7+.
had fun in newyorknewyork.
66+ bucks for 4 person which i think is consider cheap?
hahaha.
there's so many people in cityhall lorhs.
then walked & shopped.

afterthat took train & we had fun also.
saying the B.
lol they know what i mean.

reached home at about 12
& got a scolding .
did some reflection,
yeah i cannot be so stubborn anymore.
i will try not to make my parents angry anymore.

& lastly, a BIG thank you to those who sent me birthday greetings & gave me presents.
LOVE YOU ALL <3s.

looking forward to a brand new year.
(: