had volleyball farewell party & i nvr participate
as i have motivational talk.
i love my badge anyway.
looking back , it's been 3 yrs & 3 mths in westspring.
im going to leave this yr.

我有一点舍不得!
is the 舍 correct? hahaha XD


事情变得越来越复杂了.
when you did something wrong,
you're not the only one suffering.
your wife, your mother in fact anyone
who is related to you have to suffer together.
everyone is tired ohkay.

you're the one who created the problem,
but the ones solving the problem is your family.
i can see your wife gettin so upset about this matter.
she's a poor woman, i should say.



sometimes, the words are better left unsaid.

having JC tuiton tmr.
got to sleep early.
nights, singapore.(:

went plaza with yvonne ytd after the JC tuition.
saw the tikopek & his brother, i mean blood relatedbrother.
they look like each other. =X
the brother of the tikopek wear wig.

HOW DID I KNOW SO MUCH?
lol, cause he live in the same block with yvonne.(:

i finally borrowed the book i wanted alot - PSYCHIC.
& another book called press photos 06.(if im nt wrong)
nice books.
the press photo book has pictures which are used for newspaper,
but i don't think any of the photos are used as some look gore.

had dinner at the kopitiam near the community centre(near segar LRT station) there.
how can i not know the name?
>.<
ordered hokkien mee, kway tiao, oyster omelette, satay(i love the mutton's one (: ) & my mother ordered wonton soup for herself.

had tuition today.
continued the trigo chap.
quite easy i can say.
but must learn some formulas?

played badminton with yvonne at my HOUSE.
my house is big! hahaha.

got to know a shocking news.
i would'nt want that to happen to my family.
if it's my father who did that,
i would'nt want a father like that.
i don't mean to be bad,
but i know my father would not do that.
cause he despise people like this.
i can swear to the god my father would'nt do this kind of thing,
cause in my eyes, he's a good father.
sounds like a father days' post.
LOL

heard another news ,
& i feel happy cause she knows im working hard.

was surfing the net yesterday & i found this website.
www.gettincool.com
it's like a chatting website?
you must put your own photos,
if not you'll not be approved by the admin people.
so no people there use cartoon/anime/animals as their dis pic
as it need to go through the admin people before you can start logging in.
i sign up ytd & i can only log in today.
LOL

people rate your photo as well.
& there isn't alot of singaporeans there.

____________

had lunch at greenridge shopping center kopitiam
with libing, rebecca, jocelyn, shirui & huimin.
so fun larh, keep on laughing.
we should have more of these,seriously.
it's like we seldom get together.
if we get together, we talk about the lastest new or gossip.
that's what girls do when they get together right?
this strengthens our relationship!


im tired now.
sleeping soon.



you've been brainwashed by your good friend who seems to treat you so well.
i don't know if she really treat you as her good friend,
because she love to have more friends.
the more the better.

stop getting so close to her.
cause she'll start talking bad behind you.
be careful.

hope you wake up soon.
(:

i'm tired.
i'm always not used to waking up so early at 5.45 on the first day of sch.
but i became more energetic as time passed .
(:

i recieved a smile in friendster just now.
it make me feel good/happy as i seldom recieved smiles from people outside.
so i send a smile back to him,
and he asked me to add him.
he don't have eyes & hands?
or do i look like i'll eat you up if you add me?
can't he add me?
>.<

cleared my inbox & i realised that all of them send messages
to me to ask them in friendster while they can add me themselves.
& i don't even care about them.

im posting crap/ranting here as i have nothing to do.
bear with me for awhile. =.=

saw this video in the friendster bulletin .
they are so cruel, killed the dolphin.
so i decided to post this up.

Dolphin Masscare in Japan.

http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin

Petition
http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/

i am so lazy today.
i took cab with my mother to my grandma's hse
as i 'm really very tired.
watched a couple of ghost show at my aunt's room.
ghost camp is quite a scary show.
i wanna watch alot of shows now.
haunted school, stomp the yard, music & lyrics......
ohkay,back to the scene on my grandma hse.(:
had dinner& took cab again.
the things are heavy ohkay.
gosh , i spend the whole day watching show.


omg, i don't knw what food product to use for my f&n.
i wanna DROP. >.<
but i think too late already.

ohkay, have to get back to the f&n decision making.

ps. i've added a playlist.
there's alot of nice song.(:
enjoy.

Step Up - Samantha Jade ; Step Up OST

[Chorus]Boy
No matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo

No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

[Verse 1]
Feel the rhythm of the beat
That's my heart
Cupid shot me with an arrow
From the start
And you know that it's your loving that's got me trapped
Every time I try to leave, you bring me back

So much harder at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back together
And when I lay next to you I want to wake up
And when I break up
It's only to make up

[Chorus]

[Bridge]And when the symphony plays, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath
You grab my hand
Spin me around
And right before I fall
You catch me and you say
Baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes and we will make another day

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
And if we don't step up
We'll lose our groove
So confused, don't know which way to move
Hold my hand and let me know that you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me
Baby I love you
You'll never get wet
Cause I'll be your umbrella
And we can make it through any kind of weather
If you step up
I'll step up
Boy
Cause I'm trying to be with you forever

[Chorus] x2

this song is so cool.(:

my mother say that i 'm very SHORT!
as if she very tall like that.
hahaha. =.=

全世界的人都知道

在见到你 关键的每一秒 爱的情愫 开始发酵

小心翼翼 写给你的字条 幸福画上心型记号

你像一座孤傲的岛 有自己的城堡

我是上不了岸的潮 也只能将你围绕

全世界的人都知道 一厢情愿是种烦恼

只要换你一次微笑 就算是作梦也会笑

全世界的人不知道 我不在乎付出多少

我想这就是幸福写照 任何人不能阻止我对你的好

had movie marathon just now with libing at my hse.
lol, we watched 3 & a half movie in one go.
im tired now.
brrr....
have to work on my coursework again.
):

went to sch for bio class & went plaza,
cause f&n & eng was cancelled.
rachel came to sch for nth.
hahaha
__________

WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG ; EMMA BUNTON

Yeah,Yeah,Yeah
Oh talk to me,Can't you see
I'll help you
Work things out
Oh don't wanna
Be your enemy
And I don't wanna
Scream and shout
'Cause babyI believe in honesty
Manly, strong and true
I shouldn't have
To say now baby
That I believe in you
What took you so long
What took you all night
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good
I make you feel fine
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
No, no, no
Oh you touched my heart,
Right from the start
You didn't know what to say
But honey understand
When you take my hand
Everything's ok
'Cause babyI believe reality
Is never far away
I've had enough
So listen baby
I've got something to say
What took you so long
What took you all night
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good
I make you feel fine
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
What took you so long(What took you so long)
What took you all night(What took you all night)
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good(I treat you so good)
I make you feel fine(I make you feel fine)
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
No, no, no(No, no, no)
Oh hoNo, no,
no(No, no, no)Whoa
BabyI believe in honesty
Manly, strong and true
I shouldn't have
To say now baby
That I believe in you
What took you so long
What took you all night
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good
I make you feel fine
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
What took you so long
What took you all night(All night)
What took you
Forever to see I'm right
You know I
Treat you so good(Treat you so good)
I make you feel fine
And no I'll never
Give it up this time
No, no, no

______________

i seem like posting lyrics whenever i 've put new songs.
lol, i put the lyrics because it's like you can understand the song more.

tc.

changed my skin.
i love this skin.
LOL
changed my song too.
by yuki & Yoo Seung Jun.
this guy quite handsome.
lol , i wonder who he is.

gonna find out more.(:




lyrics: CAN'T WAIT

[yoo seung jun]When I hear your voice over the line
all i wanna do is to keep you on my mind.
I only had one thought: How long?Don't wanna play the fool.
How did we end up like this baby?Just wanna play it cool.
I knew always promise.
Won't you tell me baby boo what you want what you need maybe,
I'll be the one that you need till I die baby.
Let me tell you about the things that you don't realize,
so let me televise my love so you can fantasize.
Conjuction-Function but look at the situation.
Don't waste time let's have a conversation.
It's kind of sad but that's our only option.
Let's keep it down low till I get there uh.

[yuki]

让我捧着钟啊话说太多声音都要老 抱着电话有点爱困还是不得话

[yoo seung jun]Yeah, that's how it is, as I keep on reminisce, you know I keep it real, oh yes we've got to deal with this,but I'm sick of this, poker face acting stupid for the show bizGee whiz but wait I'll be there when I'm done with this.

[yuki]

我昨天睡太晚 想你想到三点半

早上匆匆忙忙忘东忘西过的一团乱 很容易很不耐烦

总嫌时钟走的那么慢 想用平常心谈恋爱有点难

现在就想马上见到你 就想马上靠着你

别说一天就连一秒都快等不及 你说你也渴望将热情

租一艘火箭当快递 虽然夸张还是感觉甜蜜蜜

[yoo seung jun]

My heart is always with you even though we're apart baby.I know you're sad and blue but that can't take us apart.Get away from the dark, baby, come and see the light.Yuki, in my dream I could be with you in my Mitsubishi.But times are going are going and gone it's gone like the wind that can't stop, but stop not at the bus stop, you in my drop top.Yeah pu

总有人不嫌烦 找你又过来搭讪
每次都会让我特别想你觉得好孤单 遥远的距离
就有不安躲在心里转 今夜月亮弯弯心情有点乱
就想马上抱着你 等待对爱来说象酷刑
却拥有神气的魔力 好让见面再见也都不分离

Can't Wait; Live version



Can't Wait(original)



this song rocks.
(this song is old.it's produced in 1999 if im not wrong. )


& i am back to normal!

tc people(:

im not okay.
so don't ask me if im okay anot,
cause im not.

后悔

回到熟悉的相爱路线 我牵着回忆站在对街

雪般坠落的从前 瞬间就冷却

隔着不回头看的时间 回忆绩雪叠成冬天

想伸手在偷留一些 原来你离我遥远

你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪

明天遇见谁可以在温柔如水

关于爱情的美 当初我所赊欠希望他都给

你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎

下一次爱谁再用爱慢慢缝回

丢掉旧的伤悲 让他带你飞

某夜竖起耳朵我听见 幸福带你走远

剩后悔 陪我失眠

你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪

明天遇见谁可以在温柔如水 关于爱情的美

当初我所赊欠希望他都给

你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎 下一次爱谁再用爱慢慢缝回

丢掉旧的伤悲让他带你飞

i don't know why tears start welling up in my eyes.
yeah, woman are made of tears, didn't you hear that before?
people who seem strong outside are the ones who
really need friends to be there for them when they are down.
they acted strong because they don't want people to worry abt them.
i feel so emo suddenly, i don't knw why.
so don't say i won't cry or what.
i'm only human , human have feelings.
i just don't cry in front of anyone.

well, i may be seen always smiling & crapping with my friends.
but i won't let them knw im feeling down.
it's not that i don't trust them or what,i don't want them to dampen their moods.
it's not fair.
it's good to cry out once in a while,
if not all your problems will be kept inside.
until one day, everything will explode once they reached the maximum.
& at that time, all sorts of mental illness will come out.
& it's too late to do anything.

im tired now.
resting~

lyrics for my song (:
by melody.

爱不在

坐在这角落 心里很多话想说

我和你的错 就是舍不得放手

深爱你的我 早就应该让你自由

知道我以后 需要一直往前走

也许是越在乎 越会彼此的伤害

这样的爱情 又算是什么

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开

爱不在 我们都已不存在彼此未来

有时候 对爱有太深太多依赖

好像已失去在这世界还能够孤单的自由

是曾经有的梦 现在只剩一场空

心里好多疑问 遗忘了你的承诺

笑我自己没有用 眼泪无言的流下来

迟早还是要面对 这段感情的伤痛

是因为越在乎 给彼此伤害更多

有了距离以后 还逃不脱的你和我

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开

爱不在 我们都不存在彼此未来

有时候 对你还是有关怀

可是心里已经太明白

不是爱

不是爱

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开

爱不在 我们都已不存在彼此未来

有时候 不管对爱有多少的依赖

就算再不愿 再伤心

我明白 我们只能放手

爱 不在

LIBING IS CRAZY OVER DIMPLES. lol

she want her boyfriend to have dimples.
hahaha.
speaking of dimples, we or shld i say she realised that not many people have dimples.
lol.
some people look so nice with dimples, while others look weird with it.
i only got 1 on my right cheek which is not obvious.hahaha
either give me both side or give me none.
lol.

sch holidays are coming.
& we have to go back to sch nxt wk for mock exams & remedial.

it's really tiring to be in sec 4.
tc people.(:

im so utterly disappointed with my CT results.
i put in alot of effort this yr compared to last yr.
my father chose to keep quiet this time.
i know he's really disappointed with me.
normally it's my father who nagged at me.
but that's not the case for ytd.
my mother scolded me.
she had given me so many chances but i took it for granted.

i failed my geography.
wth.
but all my passes are borderline pass.
but i feel relieved to pass my eng, while 3/4 of the class failed.

im gonna put in more effort.
i wanna score well for my O lvl, i really do.





i learn alot of things these few days.
don't trust people easily,
fair-weather frien esp.
they came to you when they need you to do a favour for them.
worst still, they came to dig other people secrets from you.


& did anyone feel that your class or hse is shaking?
our class felt that.
we thought our school's building was unstable. LOL
me & libing was saying is there earthquake again?
yes,i found out that there's earthquake in indonesia from the news just now.
the magnitude is 6.3 which is consider to be quite high.
26 people had been reported dead.

earthquake is scarey.

a short post. >.<

i enjoyed my day, crapping with my friends & doing maths.
i finally know how to do transformation!
all the stretching & shearing, finally i knw them & they knw me. lol
finished all my work in school,
& here i am blogging & editing my decision making.

had NAFA 5 station today,
managed to finish the standing broad jump & sit&reach only?
i can't get past my target.
brrr....
norrizam place a $10 note on 210cm.
as if i can reach like that.
hahahaha.

eliz & crys birthday coming.~
bought eliz present but have'nt buy crys present.

im going to meet zhou gong now.
good night, singapore.
(:

a short post. >.<

i enjoyed my day, crapping with my friends & doing maths.
i finally know how to do transformation!
all the stretching & shearing, finally i knw them & they knw me. lol
finished all my work in school,
& here i am blogging & editing my decision making.

had NAFA 5 station today,
managed to finish the standing broad jump & sit&reach only?
i can't get past my target.
brrr....
norrizam place a $10 note on 210cm.
as if i can reach like that.
hahahaha.

eliz & crys birthday coming.~
bought eliz present but have'nt buy crys present.

im going to meet zhou gong now.
good night, singapore.
(:

UGLY IS THE NEW BEUATY.
get it?

im gonna watch UGLY BETTY tonight.
take care people.(:

today's CIP was easy for me & sulastri.
cause we look only after the oranges & the drinks.
lol.

im going out later with my family to eat at don't know where.
lol, but i know it's for the newyr one.
organised by don't know who.
hahaha.
gosh , i don't know what to wear.

NOW PLAYING
唐禹哲 ; 最爱还是你

沒開口的話　怎樣才能懂

我好想把畫面倒帶回頭

你留在我心裡　熟悉的表情

每个温暖纯白的回忆 穿越了距离

拥挤的人潮 没有人知道

我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑

不要说对不起

也不要问原因

就让世界不停的向前

别忘记从前

最爱还是你

这是我的决定

像宇宙相对的星互相吸引

慢慢就会靠近

还是要爱你

时间会证明

我爱你的勇气

牵着你的手

才知道是永久

这一次我放弃了所有

只为了再与你相遇

最爱还是你

这是我的决定

像宇宙相对的星互相吸引

慢慢就会靠近

还是要爱你

时间会证明

我爱你的勇气

牵着你的手

才知道是永久

WO~~~一辈子不放手

here's the mv if you wanna watch.(:
this mv is nice.





唐禹哲 is cute. (:

lol,
someone like someone.
hahaha.
hope he can win her heart.
hahaha,
he does'nt know i know.

good luck to you then.
hohoho.

f&n test was okay.
finally can relax.

oh yeah, libing
if you are reading,
i can view your blog already.(:
nice blog ^^

i love this skin, but i don't like the picture,
so i take that off.
don't worry, i got credit the designer.(:

enjoy the song.